Through My Eyes
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Content For the first time in a long, long time I'm happy....and allowing myself to be happy, to really feel it. I could say it's because I'm completely off the Lexapro (aka the happy pills) and the birth control, but it's more than that. I'm more aware of me these days and of my feelings. It's been quite the learning experience to give myself permission to feel. For so many years I've stuffed the feelings and just put a smile on my face and did what a "good" daughter, friend, etc. should do. Now I'm learning to stick up for myself, to make sure my needs are being met, and that I'm not letting others take advantage of me. It's not easy, but I'm gettng used to it. Most important of all I'm excited about the future, it's not gonna be perfect but it's gonna pretty damn good and that's good enough for me!!! |