Through My Eyes
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Spring Cleaning Today I did some spring cleaning. I cleaned out my closet. I went thru all my clothes, including the ones under my bed. I now have 3 full hefty bags of clothes for Alpha, along with shoes and purses. Now the only the clothes I actually fit in are in my closet and it�s all nicely organized. I kept some pants and t-shirts, only one under the bed box, that way I�ll have some basic pieces as I get thinner. It really feels good to have that done. Now I can make a fresh start, no looking back. My weight is not the be all and end all of me. There is so much more to me than that number. I�m slowly getting my confidence back and it feels good. The decisions I�m making are carefully thought out and not in haste. I�ve had to make so many snap decisions in the last year that I�d forgotten how nice it is to be able to mull things over and have all the facts before deciding. I guess in a sense I�m doing a spring cleaning of my body, mind, and soul; something that I�ve needed to do for quite sometime. I feel very at peace for the first time in a long, long time. |